This new year resolution matters.....

At the beginning of this year i set out to achieve quite a bit of stuff as is typical of people with the advent of every new year.

I'm hoping that for a change i'd be actually able to follow through and achieve much.

For one i said i'd start blogging and possibly improve on my writing skills.... well so far so good.

Another resolution was to keep up my "lagos big girl attending every function/socialite" status and well so far so good.... i've got a few invites lined up and i'm looking forward to the parties like anything!!! Why i get so excited at the thought of a social celebration i cannot fathom honestly...Some of my friends think i like showing off but honestly i don't think so because i usually get to these parties and sit quietly having fun on my seat in a corner!!!! The aso ebis are another thing i just love mixing into the colourful blend of Lagos parties......

The main resolution currently giving me a challenge is this weight loss matter. For some reason i have expanded over the years and the fat has refused to melt away especially in my tummy!!!!! I acquired a doggie a year ago and had hoped that walking him would help to shed some of this weight but alas the only walks/runs he gets are when he's chasing lizards and rats around the compound..... I need help!!!!! or i will soon explode. I just can't seem to find motivation anywhere!!!!!

Next is the career thing..... now here i'm kinda limited because i can't just get up and change jobs and i am so so bored with my current job!!!! God will open my eyes and lead me concerning what to do because yours truly is tired of going through the motions.... I mean all i do these days is browse all day long!!!!!!!!!

As per family i've said i'd be a bit more domesticated this year and relieve my mum of plenty stress. Especially since we haven't had too much luck with maids in the past 2 years! They just keep running away or stealing or something(story for another day). So now i have to cook, sweep and scrub by myself.maybe some of the fat will even go away sef?

I left out something in addition to upping my social levels, i also said i'd visit cinemas and the likes a bit more frequently too even if i have to do so... but with this fuel scarcity, i'm usually just more interested in conserving the little fuel i have by just going home straight after work!!!

God help me abi......

I wonder why resolutions are sometimes so difficult to achieve, i'm feeling discouraged and in need of motivation!!!!

There are so many things i'd like to achieve really but i just can't get round to doing any of them.

why oh why am i just like this???????????

The boyfriend made me do this

I can't actually believe i'm now a blogger :-)

I've read quite a bit of blogs in the recent past and found it quite interesting and amazing the "gists" in these blogs.

Anyway the boyfriend made me do this.....

I'm not particularly poetic or anything but i'm just going to expressing myself on this thing cos my friends have had their ears full on these man matters of mine.

Anyway(again :-) i was feeling mushy yesterday so i went to see the boyfriend.. we started off pretty well until he refused outrightly to cuddle me.

Now here's the problem, it's not the first time he's refused to be "cuddly" but last nite i had had it!!! so i said let's talk and we start talking and he says to me "U know i always pray i never constitute a nuisance to people" and i say "so where's this leading to?" and he says "sometimes i feel u border on constituting a nuisance"

I was so shocked i got up and lay the bed(i never do this you see... ) while laying the bed i find and earring that wasn't mine(obviously).... i throw it at him and i leave.

I give him some time thinking he'd say he was sorry etc etc

But he didn't... so i call him to ask him if he really meant that and so on. He says not exactly but sometimes i do stifle him. Now if we'd been dating for just six months i'd have walked. But this is over 3 years of my life investments were talking about here.....

I still can't believe it actually all the while i thought i was being "lovey dovey" and giving him pleasure he was just tolerating it.

Now we've had many issues but this time i'm just going to crawl into my shell reevaluate myself and generally just see if it's worth it to forge ahead or just look for another mr right.

Next issue do i or do i not broach the "famous earring" issue?

i hope someone actually leaves a comment

Cheers....

N.B- i hope blogging will be just as much fun writing as it was reading anonymously!!!!!!!!!