Showing posts from March, 2007

This wahala is just plenty!!!!

So on Monday i shed 10kg(i strongly believe that anyway)....

Story is we had a road show at work and i went along... It was fun but at some point i got so exhausted i sat quietly in the bus and was sipping an energy drink :).... But we walked quite a distance sha and i got my weekly exercise!!! Since i wasn't able to go jogging last Saturday because of the early morning rain!!!

My ex almost drove me mad 2 nights ago. I really don't know why i still speak to him. He can be so so exasperating!! I'm just tired of talking to/about him. He drove me so mad i told him i was about to pop pills and kill myself so he'd be happy and just leave me alone... Then i remembered that Naija girls don't do such and i turned over and slept!!!!

I haven't spoken to him since and that's quite a huge step for me because we talk 50 times in one day even after break up oh....

I just hope i can keep that up because the boy wan drive me mad...

My week has been so dry, maybe because i'…

Why am i not working?

I just figured i may as well make the "best" use of the time and thus here i am.....

For some reason over the past few days, weeks and months i have not done any serious work. I can't explain why i've lost all motivation to work and it seems to be getting to the point of stagnancy and despondency so i've decided to address the issues.

I know it started with some small office politics that sidelined me from getting a raise but heck it has been over a year and i'm still not getting a grip!!!

Now i've tried to inject fire back into my work but the work just "bores" me to death.....

These days all i do is read people's blogs!!!! Even first thing on a Monday i'm reading blogs and chatting and then i end up doing that all week long!!!

For some reason my conscience is now catching up and i'm feeling bad but i just DO NOT know how to get back into the work mode!!!

I've become so so lazy and lackadasical(hope that's the spelling sef)

And it&…

This love of a matter!!!

I have been wanting to write about my lovely weekend but all week i've been tormented by something and i really am just at a loss as to what to do.

God help me....

All of a sudden "he's" been sending me text messages, now that in itself isn't bad but the content of the texts are so powerful... Here are the ones i got yesterday

In the morning it was :

"Unable to sleep for so long thinking about us and how we should be. I love you with all of my heart. I see you and still my heart skips. There is so much i wish for but most of all i wish that where ever life takes me it will always bring me back to u. Cuz u have always been all i ever wanted. I love u Fluffy cute thing".

Then at night he said

"Baby i miss you so much. I just wanted to say you mean the whole world to me and spending the rest of my life with you is all i pray for.Always Ur No. 1 fan"

Now this morning he says:

"Hi girl hope u had a good night?getting set for work and cant get u out o…

Fluffy Fire!!!!!

This weekend was quite some thing....

My "socialiteness" took quite an interesting turn.

On Friday, i spent the whole evening at the salon getting my hair done, luckily it turned out nice so i didn't mind the long hours i spent there.

Saturday i attended a 70th birthday party which was fun,lots to eat and drink and loads of nice people to gaze at and stuff....

Anyway about midday another old toaster calls me up to ask if i'm free in the evening... Because he's kinda cute i quickly dissolve my prior plans and agree to meet him up.

Watched "the Last King of Scotland" at the cinema with another "ex- flame"(can't think of what else to call him) :-)

Then i head off to Lekki to meet up with "cute n sexy". So we're at his cousin's crib, and then they say we're heading out. So it's moi, cutie, his cousins n a chic about to hit the streets.

We head off to some place in Lekki and to my suprise tis a strip club...

Now i'm so so …

This revamp of a matter

This my "bedroom matter" is still on and has been bugging me for a while...

I just hope spilling it here(again) will help me(lol).

I can't understand why when i visit other girls, their rooms look so fantastic.The furniture matches and every where's so neat.

This my room has just refused to take shape at all!!! despite all my efforts(as half hearted as they are ;).

Anyway quite unusually all year, the room has been grating on my nerves!!!! and i'm about to reach my limit

One of my friends recently said the paint reminds her of a hospital, the other one said it's like a "face me i face you" room.... that the only thing missing is a curtain across the room... just imagine oh

Anyway i have been yapped to the extent that i'm actually "decluttering" the room. I still have quite a bit of stuff that i do not know what to do with!!!! I am so embarrassed at myself.

I mean my room has become like my granny/mummy's room filled with so much junk that…

Today is a good day!!!!!!

So today is world women's day and my company has arranged some "seminar type thing" for we women which starts soon!!!

So in essence i get the day off work!!!

I'm quite happy, so i will run some errands, get my hair and nails done(i've got an outing packed weekend) and generally enjoy "women's day";)

An old toaster of mine has suddenly started calling me... i wonder what the brother is up to?

we'll see how things turn out!!!!

I feel so so bad!!!

Last night half way between drifting in and out of sleep, i got a text message from my friend "X" asking why i called her bobo without telling her...

Now she and the bobo are experiencing a strain in their relationship and i wanted to talk to the young man and just see if i could ease all the plenty tension or at least speak up for my friend. Because i know that even though it's not showing on her face, the pressure from this strain is getting to her!!!

Anyway he didn't pick and i forgot about it and even forgot to mention it to her( i was really tired yesterday and i honestly forgot).

Now he calls her, obviously having figured out what i wanted to talk to him about and maybe he was pretty upset. And then of course she got upset too!!

Anyway after several calls to her this morning which she didn't pick at first. She finally picks and says "oh she was quite upset that's why she didn't pick".

I apologised for meddling in her affairs and reiterated that…

My Room.....

I love my room or at least sometimes i do....

It actually is an interesting room filled with all sorts of stuff.

This room also serves as the living room for my family because for some reason the whole family(excluding doggie) congregate in it!!!!

The room went through a period of always being spick and span, i suspect i had obsessive compulsive disorder that time because i was always folding and refolding my clothes. Then i'd arrange and rearrange my dresser day in and day out.

My mum even used to refer to me when scolding my siblings about the state of their rooms!!!!

My boyfriend(now ex) suffered many times just watching me arrange stuff over and over when he came visiting ;)

For some reason things have become quite the opposite right now and i'm becoming somewhat alarmed.

My friend who spent christmas with me said the paint reminded her of a hospital and that in fact she didn't know what to think of my green rug... she went on and on. I just couldn't be bothered because…